Love is a difficult heartbreaking and freeing experience, combining two people into one. But it never works out that way. On the one hand love frees you and can make you into a wonderful and beautiful person if it is given to you pure and with love. But on the other hand love when abused can cause you to become a monster and bitter locked inside a cage of your feelings and past experiences. Every now and again my past comes back to haunt me. With memories sweeping me to remind me of how far Ive come and where I have to go........use the pain to become better not make you worse....