Saturday, July 12, 2014

Have you ever felt, like  no one could understand certain things. That's how I feel right now like I'm surrounded by people who don't appreciate nor understand me. It is then I become quiet and protective of myself and I withdraw. I feel but then again im numb....thanks for listening...

Monday, July 7, 2014

Time goes by so fast....

I was just holding them and changing there diapers and now....they are teenagers and independent but I still have a huge sense to protect and keep them close....listening to a song today it made me tear up. I started to realize my own age coming in fast it's hard to enjoy your age when it's a constant reminder of the end or rather death. Or maybe, I got emotionally because I realized  that these are the last innocent years left. Soon they will be adults and not need me. Either way it never ends being a parent and I couldn't have asked for two better ones....my love is forever

My version of Keke Wyatt.....lie under you