Wednesday, December 31, 2014
Monday, December 29, 2014
Monday, December 8, 2014
Wednesday, December 3, 2014
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
Friday, November 7, 2014
Thursday, October 9, 2014
Monday, October 6, 2014
Friday, October 3, 2014
Wednesday, September 17, 2014
My #VsSportsbra from Victoria Secret
I just received a wonderful package from Influenster sponsored by Victoria Secret, with a hot bright pink sports bra and black crop pants. I exercised and even went grocery shopping in this wonderfully comfortable outfit. I was extremely excited and I love my package and outfit. If you workout like I do then this outfit will serve you in many useful ways. Giving you comfort style while keeping yo dry is only an added bonus for a more in depth review please check out my you
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Thursday, July 24, 2014
Saturday, July 12, 2014
Monday, July 7, 2014
Time goes by so fast....
I was just holding them and changing there diapers and now....they are teenagers and independent but I still have a huge sense to protect and keep them close....listening to a song today it made me tear up. I started to realize my own age coming in fast it's hard to enjoy your age when it's a constant reminder of the end or rather death. Or maybe, I got emotionally because I realized that these are the last innocent years left. Soon they will be adults and not need me. Either way it never ends being a parent and I couldn't have asked for two better ones....my love is forever
Monday, June 16, 2014
Thursday, May 22, 2014
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
You ever feel like you are alone even though you are surrounded by family and friends, none of them have a clue really of the turmoil. That goes on in the inside or the pain, and even the stress of being you. No one cares or wants to know the root of the scars and the pain that haunts you. That is how I feel at this very moment, as I sit next to my significant other. There are times when I feel like he is a burden the extra stress that I don't need, he is selfish amongst many other things. It has taken self control not to explode and then it's my mother. Who decides to call me after months of us not talking. I am not happy because I have been through this too before. She comes back into my life just to bring the pain, memories and abuse back in and I take it. I need a vacation to just be me and breathe, I am tired of everyone and everything around me. Not that I want to die, Im too grown for that, I just need a break. This has been a tough two weeks for me.....so thanks to all who reads this....blessings....
Monday, April 14, 2014
Children repeat what they see...A Repeating cycle
Growing up my life started off perfect.... a father, a mother and later on a little brother but beneath those walls of perfection. The story of abuse, incest and lies on top of lies would be build up and transferred from mother to son....father to daughter...and now as I sit here and talk to my soon to be husband...pieces of my life that I forgot..memories that I thought were long go sometimes appear out of the blue...My brother and me were very close...and over time we grew apart and it is so weird that the same person he despises..is who he ultimately became...sometimes our secrets and the things that we hide from...is what we haunt you and restrict you from being happy...I will always love my brother...but he and I we forever be worlds apart..he held on to the hurt and I let it go and learned from it...
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Eye of the Tiger
I rarely have dreams..that I remeber
and even though I only remeber bits and pieces of this dream..it meant something so powerful that not only did it stick with me...the emotions that were felt during this dream were felt and remembered too. There have been many nights where I woke up in a sweat or fearful or angry.... But I am in tune with myself enough to know and understand......
When my mind and subconscious is trying to reach out to me.........the feeling was the most amazing thing ever....I woke up in my home and came downstairs like I always do. My children were right there with the tiger and they told me dont be afraid...but i still was hestitate and scared
but not in fear of my life but rather the power and size of this lion
Later I felt that the tiger would not harm me........I go back upstairs and there is an instant fear as I see my fiancee and his son approaching....the tiger instantly went to the door and prepared for attack...and that is when I woke up...I feel that the other things are just minor but the tiger is important....and who it tried to attack....that reason is sticking in my mind.........well just another day in this over thinking and crazy mind of mine....
and even though I only remeber bits and pieces of this dream..it meant something so powerful that not only did it stick with me...the emotions that were felt during this dream were felt and remembered too. There have been many nights where I woke up in a sweat or fearful or angry.... But I am in tune with myself enough to know and understand......
When my mind and subconscious is trying to reach out to me.........the feeling was the most amazing thing ever....I woke up in my home and came downstairs like I always do. My children were right there with the tiger and they told me dont be afraid...but i still was hestitate and scared
but not in fear of my life but rather the power and size of this lion
Later I felt that the tiger would not harm me........I go back upstairs and there is an instant fear as I see my fiancee and his son approaching....the tiger instantly went to the door and prepared for attack...and that is when I woke up...I feel that the other things are just minor but the tiger is important....and who it tried to attack....that reason is sticking in my mind.........well just another day in this over thinking and crazy mind of mine....
Thursday, March 13, 2014
my start to a healthier life....
Im always skeptical a little of being apart of a testing community...but I must say influenster is one of thee best and with that being said they have don it again. I received the PURwater pitcher and it is really cool and healthy.....I have been thinking of many healthy changes that I can make to my life without being complicated and this pitcher was the best. It is healthy and the water really taste good and im not a water drinker. So please feel free to suggest or even offer advice on healthy living. I a not being endorsed by nyone and this was a free product given to me free of charge b the cool and nice people at +Influenster ...I have been a bottled water drinker for years but with this item, I am now a fan.
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Tuesday, March 11, 2014
Tuesday, March 4, 2014
Happy and blessed New Year everyone...now in case you need any extra money or you have a little time on your hands...here is two links for sites that are easy to sign up..free for you...and easy to do
the first one is SLICETHEPIE...you listen to a quick sample of music and then you write a quick review, the more you write the more you can earn.. I have personally tried this and this is a great site..here is the link...http://www.slicethepie.com/?wyd=677968
The other site that I have for you CASHCRATE...this is a good site I have also tried and this is easy and all you do is survey's and there are many other task that you can do....here is the link...http://www.cashcrate.com/51103
I hope this can help someone..like it helped me
the first one is SLICETHEPIE...you listen to a quick sample of music and then you write a quick review, the more you write the more you can earn.. I have personally tried this and this is a great site..here is the link...http://www.slicethepie.com/?wyd=677968
The other site that I have for you CASHCRATE...this is a good site I have also tried and this is easy and all you do is survey's and there are many other task that you can do....here is the link...http://www.cashcrate.com/51103
I hope this can help someone..like it helped me
Saturday, February 1, 2014
Thursday, January 30, 2014
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