Life is amazing........I have always thought I wanted to be an entertainer, songwriter/singer/rapper. Then after trying out the industry, I chased other things....none working out for me. Now for the first time, I am building my empire....my voice and my business, forgive me for not posting constantly. I have been busy, but you guys and ladies are my private ears to my voice and memories........

There are things that of course I can't share:
A looooong time.....ago.......I thought I was in love and I thought he loved me...I was homeless and I thought that he would take care of me......I thought that I could trust him....my children had to go live with there father. All I had left was a job that was paying penny's.......and slowly but surely the disrespect and abuse started......the conversations of me drunk......him telling me to dance.....sell my body......then came the locking me out the apartment I'm paying rent on.......then came the abuse.......the suicide attempts, the drug addictions......pill popping all to hide the pain.....the fights.......The pain.......my self-abuse.......Then came me begging him to stop hurting me..never did he listen...I can remember him having his female company and him hiding me in the room or telling me I have to find somewhere to go for the night. It took me three years of going through hell and back and another three to totally erase him from my life.....forever and I did that.

Now it's eight years later and I never thought I would be HAPPY.